Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Combustion

somedays, it is all I can do to not explode all over everyone about all the little things that have been building up. So I will stuff deep down inside and say "it is NOT their problem that it bothers me. It is my problem. I need to let it go, because its not really an issue, just an issue to me." But this doesn't stop me from wanting to explode sometimes, when the stress is just to fucking high, like now. And there really isn't anyone who gets it all and sees through my eyes..and the really real reality is that no one gives a shit, because everyone has their own shit to deal with and I'll be dead in 100 years and no one will even remember my name.